It's October again.

Let me feel. I dont care if I break down.
Let me fall even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little die just a little.
I've become much too good at being invincible.
I'm an expert at play it safe and keep it cool.
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be.
I refuse to let my life roll over me.
So let me feel, I don't care if I break down.
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground.
And if I cry a little, die a little,
at least I know I've lived just a little.
I wanna be somebody.
I wanna face the things that I've been runnin' from.
So let me feel, I don't care if I break down.
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground.
And if I cry a little, die a little,
at least I know I've lived.

It's October again. leaves are comin' down.
One more year has come and gone,
And nothing's changed at all.
-- Bethany Joy Lenz.